You Know What Sucks?

How finding out ONE thing. Can change everything. At times, ignorance really is bliss, but I think it’s better to know. Then you can handle the situation accordingly. But, I really wish there was no situation to handle. I feel like everything was a lie. I keep questioning everything. I know it’ll get better, but it’s always going to hurt. I had my suspicions, and I asked. I asked sooooooooo many times, and I got lied to. And now, he still won’t even admit that he was wrong. I guess it’s natural for people to deny and get defensive in these situations, but still..I deserve that much. It’s bad enough that I have to deal with this shit, but you can’t even just admit you’re wrong and apologize? Smh, wow.